Antes

Matuê's song 'Antes' delves into the complex emotions of nostalgia and regret, juxtaposed with the chaotic and often dangerous lifestyle he leads. The repeated longing to 'voltar como era antes' (go back to how it was before) underscores a deep yearning for simpler, perhaps more innocent times. This sentiment is amplified by the mention of significant moments, such as the first time smoking a blunt, which symbolizes a pivotal point in his life. The lyrics suggest that these past experiences, though fleeting, hold a significant emotional weight, making the present seem less fulfilling in comparison.

The song also explores themes of trust and betrayal. Matuê mentions the lack of adrenaline despite having trust, indicating a sense of stagnation or dissatisfaction in his current relationships. The line 'Ela quer me intimidar, sabe que vai fuder minha vida' (She wants to intimidate me, she knows she'll fuck up my life) highlights the toxic dynamics he faces, where trust is scarce, and betrayal is a constant threat. This tension is further emphasized by the metaphor of cooking to 'fuder na pia' (fuck in the sink), blending domesticity with chaos, suggesting that even mundane activities are fraught with conflict and intensity.

The recurring theme of trying to explain himself but making things worse ('Eu tentei me explicar, na real foi pior ainda') reflects a sense of helplessness and frustration. Matuê's desire to return to the past is not just about reliving good times but also about escaping the complications and misunderstandings of the present. The song paints a vivid picture of a life caught between the allure of past memories and the harsh realities of current struggles, making 'Antes' a poignant reflection on the complexities of personal growth and the inevitable changes that come with it.