i think i wanna be alone

Mazie's song "i think i wanna be alone" delves into the complex emotions surrounding solitude and the discomfort of love and social interactions. The repeated refrain, "I think I wanna be alone," underscores a deep-seated desire for isolation, driven by the overwhelming nature of relationships and the world at large. The lyrics convey a sense of disillusionment with love, describing it as "fucking terrible" and highlighting the unbearable nature of goodbyes. This sentiment is further emphasized by the artist's reluctance to engage with the outside world, as seen in the line, "Can’t even open up my phone."

The song also touches on the concept of the "manic pixie dream girl," a trope often used in media to describe a quirky, whimsical female character who exists to help the male protagonist achieve his goals. Mazie subverts this trope by expressing a desire to be alone, rejecting the idea that she needs to be saved or that her worth is tied to someone else's narrative. The line, "You can’t save this side of me, so don’t say hi to me," encapsulates this rejection of external validation and the need for self-reliance.

Mazie’s lyrics also explore the theme of self-therapy and introspection. The line, "I don’t need therapy, I’m always there for me in the end," suggests a reliance on oneself for emotional support and understanding. This self-sufficiency is portrayed as both a strength and a coping mechanism in a world that feels overwhelming and terrible. The imagery of seeing better in the dark and the preference for solitude over social interaction further illustrate the artist's comfort in her own company and her struggle with external pressures.