Hasta Hoy
Merche
Echoes of Absence: Merche's 'Hasta Hoy'
Merche's song 'Hasta Hoy' is a poignant reflection on loss and the enduring presence of a loved one who has passed away. The lyrics convey a deep sense of longing and the struggle to come to terms with the absence of someone significant. The opening lines, 'Hasta hoy no había podido despedirme, no' (Until today, I couldn't say goodbye), suggest that the speaker has been unable to find closure and has been carrying the weight of an unspoken farewell.
The recurring theme of music and singing in the song highlights the connection between the artist and the departed. The line 'Desde que te marchaste, tú' (Since you left) followed by 'Hasta hoy desde aquel día no he vuelto a cantar' (Until today, since that day, I haven't sung again) illustrates how the loss has impacted the speaker's life, silencing their voice and their joy. The music, once a shared experience, now serves as a reminder of the void left behind. The lyrics 'Cada vez que canto me recuerda a tí' (Every time I sing, it reminds me of you) express how the act of singing becomes a way to feel close to the lost loved one, keeping their memory alive.
The song also touches on the theme of unseen presence and spiritual connection. The lines 'Siento a veces que me ves' (Sometimes I feel that you see me) and 'Y que estás cuidando tú de mí' (And that you are taking care of me) suggest a belief that the loved one continues to watch over the speaker from beyond. This belief provides a sense of comfort and strength, as indicated by 'Desde anoche sentí que tu fuerza yo la llevo aquí' (Since last night, I felt that I carry your strength here). The song is a testament to the enduring bond between the living and the departed, and how love transcends physical absence.