Losing Myself
Mia Baron
Scared to die
But I'm only half alive
If I close my eyes
Will they open to another world
Sacrificed
My peace of mind
So tell me why I'm still broken
And it's getting worse
I tell myself that I'm okay
But it doesn't make it out of my brain
It can be a dangerous place
No easy way out
I tell myself I'm not afraid
Then feel my body start to shake
My thoughts
Could make me suffocate
I'm losing myself
Gravity
Hold me to reality
I can barely breathe
But I'm holding on
Society
Everybody's tryna see
What's going on inside of me
They're the ones I'm running from
I tell myself that I'm okay
But it doesn't make it out of my brain
It can be a dangerous place
No easy way out
I tell myself I'm not afraid
Then feel my body start to shake
My thoughts
Could make me suffocate
I'm losing myself
I try to give them
What they want
Don't know what's right
And what's wrong
Quietly screaming
I'm losing myself
My mind is out to destroy
Drowning in all of this noise
Quietly screaming
I'm losing myself
I tell myself that I'm okay
But it doesn't make it out of my brain
It can be a dangerous place
No easy way out
I tell myself I'm not afraid
Then feel my body start to shake
My thoughts
Could make me suffocate
I'm losing myself