Austin's House
Midwest Pen Pals
The Weight of Lost Friendships and Lingering Bitterness
In 'Austin's House,' Midwest Pen Pals delve into the emotional turmoil of losing friends and the subsequent bitterness that follows. The song opens with a vivid image of the bags under the narrator's eyes, symbolizing sleepless nights and the heavy burden of emotional distress. The mention of 'ship sinking' and 'awkward conversation' suggests a sense of impending doom and discomfort in social interactions, hinting at the fragile state of the narrator's relationships.
The lyrics convey a deep sense of betrayal and disappointment, as the narrator laments the loss of friends and the repetitive nature of excuses given by those around them. The line 'I resent putting faith in you, but what am I to do?' captures the internal conflict of wanting to trust others but being repeatedly let down. This sentiment is further emphasized by the narrator's acknowledgment that their life has become a series of lonely weekends and distant friendships, highlighting the isolation that comes with broken trust.
The song's closing line, 'The Sun rises as often as it sets, right?' serves as a poignant reminder of the cyclical nature of life and emotions. Despite the pain and bitterness, there is an underlying sense of hope that things can change, just as the sun rises after it sets. Midwest Pen Pals use raw and honest lyrics to explore the complexities of human relationships, making 'Austin's House' a powerful reflection on the impact of lost friendships and the struggle to find solace in the aftermath.