My Ordinary Time (TLT Mashup) | My Ordinary Life | I Got No Time
Mike Geno
The Struggle of Balancing Fame and Inner Turmoil
The song "My Ordinary Time (TLT Mashup) | My Ordinary Life | I Got No Time" by Mike Geno is a poignant reflection on the complexities of fame, personal growth, and the internal battles that accompany success. The lyrics weave a narrative of someone who is advised to keep things simple and take life slowly, yet finds themselves in a relentless pursuit of growth and recognition. The artist's internal dialogue reveals a tension between the external perception of success and the internal experience of anxiety and fear.
The song's chorus highlights a sense of urgency and the struggle to maintain composure ('Got to keep my calm, and carry on') amidst the haunting presence of 'scary monsters'—a metaphor for the challenges and pressures of life. The protagonist wishes to shut out these difficulties and find solace, yet they are constantly reminded of their vulnerabilities and the fragility of their success. The repeated line 'I feel fear for the very last time' suggests a longing to overcome these fears and perhaps a hope for resolution.
The verses of the song juxtapose the allure of fame with the emptiness it can bring. References to 'Pain pills, nice clothes' and being touched by 'Midas' indicate the superficial benefits of fame, while the lack of genuine guidance ('None to guide us') and the feeling of being misunderstood ('No one will listen and no one will understand') underscore the loneliness that often accompanies a public life. The artist grapples with the duality of being seen as 'special' and 'humble' by others, while internally feeling disconnected and disingenuous. This duality captures the essence of the song—a portrayal of the struggle between the facade of success and the reality of personal struggle.
