De Espaldas A Mi
Mikel Erentxun
Reflecting on Lost Innocence and Authenticity
Mikel Erentxun's song "De Espaldas A Mi" delves into themes of lost innocence, the passage of time, and the struggle for authenticity. The lyrics paint a picture of the artist reflecting on his past, where he wore a 'disguise' that eventually became an 'artificial skin.' This metaphor suggests a facade that he maintained for so long that it became a part of him, highlighting the tension between his true self and the persona he presented to the world.
The song takes the listener on a journey back in time, descending through the years to a simpler, more honest period of life. Erentxun reminisces about his school days, a time when there were no masks and no need to lie. This nostalgic look back contrasts sharply with his present, where he feels disconnected from his true self, living 'de espaldas a mí' (with his back to himself). The lyrics suggest that his voice, or perhaps his way of living, has learned to navigate life by pretending and knowing when to laugh, indicating a life of pretense and superficiality.
Erentxun also touches on themes of freedom and loneliness, describing them as 'gajos de libertad' (slices of freedom) and 'tazas de soledad' (cups of loneliness). These metaphors convey the fragmented and isolated nature of his existence. The song ends on a poignant note, with the artist reflecting on thirty years without maturity and longing for a better world that he glimpses when looking back at his past, particularly a significant winter when he met someone special. This longing for the past underscores a deep sense of regret and a desire to reconnect with his authentic self.