Double (ダブル)

The song 'Double (ダブル)' by Milgram Mikoto, voiced by Natsuki Hanae, delves into the complex theme of inner conflict and duality. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with their own identity, torn between two selves. The phrase 'omae no tame ni yatte yaru yo' (I'll do it for you) sets the tone for a narrative where the protagonist is constantly pushing themselves to meet expectations, often at the cost of their own well-being. This struggle is further emphasized by the recurring motif of a 'chuunoge egao' (forced smile), symbolizing the facade they maintain to hide their true feelings.

The song's chorus reveals a deeper layer of this internal battle. The protagonist acknowledges the existence of another self, one that bears the burden of their actions and emotions. This duality is not just a metaphor for internal conflict but also a commentary on the pressures of societal expectations. The line 'ubugoe o ageta mou hitori no ore ga zenbu seou kara' (the other me who cried at birth will bear everything) suggests a split between the person they present to the world and the one they keep hidden. This duality is a common theme in many cultures, reflecting the universal struggle of balancing personal desires with external demands.

The song also touches on themes of guilt and redemption. The protagonist's conversation with their mother ('ah, moshimoshi kaasan? hisashiburi') adds a layer of vulnerability, showing their longing for understanding and support. The repeated questioning of 'nande nande' (why, why) highlights their confusion and frustration with their circumstances. Despite their efforts to be a 'kyuuseishu' (savior), they find themselves trapped in a cycle of self-doubt and regret. This emotional turmoil is encapsulated in the final lines, where the protagonist apologizes, acknowledging their struggle and the pain it has caused.