Mushrooms

Mili's song 'Mushrooms' is a hauntingly poetic exploration of self-transformation, inner turmoil, and the struggle for identity. The lyrics are rich with metaphors and vivid imagery, creating a surreal landscape where mushrooms symbolize various aspects of the protagonist's psyche. The song opens with a mystical chant, setting a tone that is both otherworldly and introspective. The repeated references to mushrooms looking at and surrounding the protagonist suggest a feeling of being watched or judged, possibly by one's own thoughts and insecurities.

The protagonist describes a journey across a 'witch’s scalp,' pulling out follicles and pecking at stems, which can be interpreted as a metaphor for confronting and dismantling one's fears and past traumas. The act of not letting the mushrooms see their tears or taste their fear indicates a struggle to maintain composure and strength in the face of adversity. The lyrics 'Automated decapitation' and 'Freed my screams' evoke a sense of mechanical, almost ritualistic self-destruction and rebirth, as the protagonist sheds their old self to emerge anew.

As the song progresses, the protagonist reflects on their actions and the consequences of blaming others for their own shortcomings. The mushrooms, which initially seemed to be a source of fear and judgment, begin to speak, revealing a shared sense of suffering and resilience. This moment of revelation leads to a profound transformation, where the protagonist gives up on crying, waiting, and dreaming optimistic dreams. Instead, they embrace their pain and allow it to fuel their growth, symbolized by the spores clinging to their skin and sprouting into new life. The song concludes with a chant that echoes the beginning, suggesting a cyclical nature to this journey of self-discovery and transformation.