Never Wanted To Dance

Mindless Self Indulgence's song 'Never Wanted To Dance' is a raw and unapologetic expression of inner conflict and defiance. The repeated line, 'There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself,' suggests a deep sense of self-inflicted pain and a defensive stance against external judgment or harm. This line encapsulates a feeling of invulnerability born from self-awareness and self-destruction, indicating that the protagonist has already faced their worst fears and flaws internally.

The chorus, 'Never wanted to dance with nobody but you,' juxtaposes a desire for connection with a specific person against a broader disinterest in others. This could symbolize a selective vulnerability, where the protagonist is willing to open up to one person but remains guarded against the rest of the world. The aggressive line, 'Wouldn't take no for an answer, you fucking bitch!' adds a layer of frustration and desperation, hinting at a tumultuous relationship where the protagonist's feelings are intense and possibly unreciprocated.

The repeated plea to 'Be nice! Be nice to me' reveals a craving for kindness and acceptance, contrasting sharply with the protagonist's tough exterior. The lines 'I am too cool for the second grade! I'm amazed! I'm afraid!' reflect a complex mix of bravado and insecurity, suggesting that beneath the confident facade lies a person grappling with fear and amazement at their own emotional depth. This duality of strength and vulnerability is a recurring theme in the song, making it a powerful exploration of the human psyche's darker corners.