Privilegios

Sometimes I forget my sorrows and things I must do
Because ideas slip away and don't let me see
Creating something new implies forgetting
I wish I could be like before and go back

I know very well how to write the word 'mature'
But my thoughts don't let me act
I don't want to forget, I don't ask for your mercy
Because honestly, I can fix it

And I don't know what to do if you're not okay (you're okay)
I don't know if I should lie to myself or throw myself at your feet
I wonder if I can deserve you
Because I didn't earn the privilege

How can I destroy this damn anxiety?
If my reality is out of my mind
It's not easy to wish ill on others
Just so I can free myself

And I don't know what to do if you're not okay (you're okay)
I don't know if I should lie to myself or throw myself at your feet
I wonder if I can deserve you
Because I didn't earn the privilege

And I don't know what to do if you're not okay (you're okay)
I don't know if I should lie to myself or throw myself at your feet
I wonder if I can deserve you
Because I didn't earn the privilege

And I don't know what to do if you're not okay (you're okay)
I don't know if I should lie to myself or throw myself at your feet
I wonder if I can deserve you
Because I didn't earn the privilege