Nosebleeds

I saw it all in a crystal ball
The wings were wide, but in narrow halls
Writing was always on the wall
But I looked the other way
A sinking feeling inside my bones
A crowded room, but I'm all alone
It's my address, but it's not my home
So I looked the other way

I'm up in the nosebleeds, I'm watching the show (I'm watching the show)
I'm feeling some déjà vu, an old episode (an old episode)
I'm up in the nosebleeds and down in the seats (down in the seats)
I see a thousand faces that look just like me

Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night, I didn't care what they all think
Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night, I didn't care what they all think
I didn't care what they all think
Just for one night, I didn't care what they all think

I was blind to the warning signs
Spilling blood, you were drinking wine
Conned to wait to the finish line
Told me I was DOA
All the wreckage inside my head
A consequence of the words you said
It's 2020 in retrospect
So I turned the other way

I'm up in the nosebleeds, I'm watching the show (I'm watching the show)
I'm feeling some déjà vu, an old episode (an old episode)
I'm up in the nosebleeds and down in the seats (down in the seats)
I see a thousand faces that look just like me

Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night, I didn't care what they all think
Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night, I didn't care what they all think

Disembodied, trying to be somebody
Thought that I was different, just a carbon copy
Lost in the illusion if I'm winning or I'm losing
Thought that I was different, that was a delusion

Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night, I didn't care what they all think
Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night, I didn't care what they all think

I'm up in the nosebleeds, I'm watching the show (I'm watching the show)
I'm feeling some déjà vu, an old episode (an old episode)
(I didn't care what they all think)
I'm up in the nosebleeds and down in the seats (down in the seats)
I see a thousand faces that look just like me