Perdida

Monica Naranjo's song 'Perdida' delves into the complex emotions of loss, self-discovery, and the struggle for independence. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a woman who has experienced significant emotional turmoil and is now navigating the aftermath. The repeated phrases 'I don't feel it, I don't need it, so I can live it' and 'I just live in my own way' emphasize a desire to break free from past dependencies and dramas, seeking a path of self-reliance and personal freedom.

The song's narrative reveals a series of confessions about what the protagonist has lost: a good man, faith, a home, and dreams. These losses have left her feeling like a mere shadow of her former self, 'Esto que parece una mujer' (This that seems like a woman). The imagery of drifting from bar to bar and feeling lost until finding someone new highlights the cyclical nature of her emotional state. However, this new love also brings fear, described as 'miedo de otra dulce esclavitud más' (fear of another sweet slavery), indicating a reluctance to fall into the same patterns of dependency.

Naranjo's lyrics also touch on the protagonist's disdain for a dark, hostile life that has drained her. The plea for cover in the cold dawn and the admission of not knowing how to love without causing harm reflect a deep-seated struggle with self-worth and the impact of past traumas. The repeated refrain of 'tears and drama' underscores the emotional weight she carries, yet her insistence on living her own way suggests a determination to overcome these challenges. 'Perdida' is a poignant exploration of the pain of loss, the fear of repeating past mistakes, and the quest for self-empowerment amidst emotional chaos.