Red

Mothica's song 'Red' delves deep into the tumultuous experience of battling inner demons and the destructive tendencies that come with it. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their darker side, using substances as a temporary escape from their pain. The opening lines, 'It only hurts if you stop / So keep the bottle close,' suggest a reliance on alcohol or drugs to numb emotional pain, highlighting a cycle of dependency that only exacerbates the underlying issues.

The recurring theme of being 'scared to go to sleep' and 'hiding underneath' speaks to the fear of confronting one's true self and the darker aspects of one's personality. This fear is so intense that the protagonist feels 'trapped in my head,' spiraling out of control until the 'poison fills my chest.' The use of the word 'poison' metaphorically represents the harmful coping mechanisms that provide temporary relief but ultimately lead to further self-destruction.

The chorus, 'Cause I’ll never learn till I see red,' underscores the idea that the protagonist needs to hit rock bottom or face severe consequences before they can begin to heal. The color red symbolizes both the anger and the pain that must be confronted to initiate change. The song questions the notion that 'it gets better,' expressing a deep-seated fear that things may never improve and pondering the kind of 'monster' one might become if they continue down this path. Mothica's raw and honest portrayal of this internal struggle resonates with anyone who has faced similar battles, making 'Red' a powerful anthem for those seeking to understand and overcome their inner turmoil.