Cause Of Death
Motionless In White
The Duality of Self: A Dark Reflection in 'Cause Of Death'
Motionless In White's 'Cause Of Death' delves into the complex and often painful relationship between two aspects of the self, portrayed as nemeses. The lyrics suggest a deep internal conflict, where one part of the persona holds the other hostage, symbolizing a struggle for control and survival. The repeated references to 'Nemesis' and 'Enemies' indicate a battle within, where the protagonist is both the victim and the aggressor. This duality is further emphasized by the line 'Your greedy hands held my happiness hostage,' suggesting that one part of the self is sabotaging the other’s well-being.
The song's narrative is steeped in themes of betrayal and revenge, as seen in lines like 'Blood for blood, I'll cut you out with the knife you cowardly left in my back.' This imagery of violence and retribution highlights the intensity of the internal struggle. The protagonist's declaration, 'I'd rather die than keep you alive,' underscores the desperation and determination to overcome this internal nemesis. The absence of a funeral or condolences signifies a lack of closure or resolution, implying that this internal conflict is ongoing and unresolved.
The lyrics also explore the idea of interdependence between these conflicting aspects of the self. Phrases like 'I know that you hate me but need my protection' and 'You can try, but you know that you need me' suggest a twisted symbiosis. Despite the animosity, there is an acknowledgment that both parts are essential for survival. The song concludes with a poignant reflection on the possibility of reconciliation and forgiveness, questioning whether it is too late to make amends. The final lines, 'You were my sign of life and I was your cause of death,' encapsulate the tragic irony of this internal battle, where one part's existence is intrinsically linked to the other's demise.