Shadow Of a Doubt

Who's in control?
The auto-pilot was turned off, destination unknown.
Lights out, panic attack.
Fear is spreading fast.
Alone in the shell, going through hell.

Striking in complete silence.
Devastating, isolating until I lose control.
Absolute obedience, mimic the balance.
Ups and downs, until I lose control.

Calm down, remember the pictures engraves in your mind's eye.
Anchors of good left behind.
Let them bring back hope from the past.
Let them warm up this cold heart.
Stay focused until you calm down.

It's too hard, because every time darkness falls the fight resumes again.
Flashbacks of pain soon take over.
Can't calm down, because every time I lost control it feels like I'm possessed.
Visions of pains soon take over.

They build up and they surround me.
They build up, I look around and find myself.
Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past.
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock.
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion.

Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past.
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock.
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion.
Don't want to become a stranger in action.
Scarred and broken.

Striking in complete silence.
Devastating, isolating until I lose control.
Absolute obedience, mimic the balance.
Ups and downs, until I lose control.

Intrusion, corrupting my memories.
Confined to my torment, darkness's chocking me.
There is no way out, because every time I tried to break these self-made walls I failed.
And one more time.

They build up and they surround me.
They build up, I look around and find myself.
Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past.
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock.
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion.

Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past.
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock.
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion.
Don't want to become a stranger in action.
Scarred and broken.
Broken, this ain't an easy journey, trapped behind closed doors.

Hey you! We are more than ghosts.
We are parasites and vectors.
We are more than ghosts.
We are parasites and vectors.
Carrying the curse, human disorder.

Not yet dead and cold.
Retaliation is what I feed upon.
Ready for the showdown.
Not yet dead and cold.
Ready to respond to take back control.

Victory. I'm on my way to victory.
I'm on my way to victory.
I'm defeating my agony.
I know the destination.

Victory. I'm on my way to victory.
I'm on my way to victory.
I'm defeating my agony.
I know the destination.
Is this a delusion?

Calm down.
Remember the pictures engraved in your mind's eye.
Anchors of good left behind.

It's too hard, because every time darkness falls the fight resumes again.
Flashbacks of pain soon take over.
Can't calm down, because every time I lost control it feels like I'm possessed.
Visions of pain soon take over.
Can't calm down, because every time I tried to break these self-made walls I failed.

They build up and they surround me.
They build up, I look around and find myself.
Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past.
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock.
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion.

Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past.
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock.
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion.
Don't want to become a stranger in action.

Scarred and broken.
It's the end of my journey.
Can I really call it victory?
Still broken.
Thought I was leading but who is in control?