DeadInside (feat. YTD)

MVKO's song 'DeadInside (feat. YTD)' is a raw and unfiltered exploration of mental health struggles, feelings of despair, and the search for escape. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with severe emotional pain and a sense of hopelessness. The repeated refrain 'Man I feel dead inside' underscores the depth of the artist's internal turmoil, suggesting a profound sense of emptiness and disconnection from life.

The song delves into the coping mechanisms the artist turns to in an attempt to alleviate their suffering. References to 'medication' and 'fornication' highlight a desperate search for relief, albeit through potentially self-destructive means. The desire to 'fly away and die' and 'get it out the basement' metaphorically represents a longing to escape the dark, confining spaces of their mind and find peace, even if it means contemplating death.

MVKO and YTD also touch on the impact of their mental state on their relationships and self-perception. Lines like 'I feel I hurt all of my people just by being lost' reveal a sense of guilt and self-blame, common feelings among those struggling with mental health issues. The song's darker imagery, such as 'hangin' by a fuckin' belt,' starkly conveys the severity of their distress and the contemplation of suicide as a means to end their suffering.

Despite the heavy themes, there is a sense of defiance and resilience in the lyrics. The artists assert their identity and achievements, stating 'We made our way up and we didn't sell souls,' which suggests a refusal to compromise their integrity despite their struggles. This blend of vulnerability and strength makes 'DeadInside' a poignant and powerful commentary on the complexities of mental health and the human spirit's resilience in the face of adversity.