​​i hate texas

In 'i hate texas,' mxmtoon delves into the emotional aftermath of a painful breakup, using the state of Texas as a metaphor for her need to escape and start anew. The song begins with the artist expressing her isolation and the struggle to reclaim her life. She mentions making friends with the stars, a poetic way of saying she finds solace in the night sky, away from the chaos of her emotions. The lyrics reveal her desire to hide her flaws and regain control over her life, hinting at a journey of self-discovery and healing.

The chorus highlights her decision to move away from New York, a place tainted by memories of her ex. She expresses a strong desire for change, even if it means moving to a place she dislikes, like Texas. The mention of playing life offline while her ex plays shooters suggests a disconnect between their lives and priorities. This contrast emphasizes her need to find a new beginning, away from the toxic relationship that has left her feeling trapped and hurt.

As the song progresses, mxmtoon conveys her frustration and anger towards her ex, who seems oblivious to the pain they've caused. She talks about turning every corner with caution, hoping to avoid running into them. The repeated line 'I hate Texas, but the exits have more room to run away from you' underscores her desperation to escape and find peace. The song's closing lines, 'everything’s bigger in Texas, even all of the exits,' serve as a powerful metaphor for the vast opportunities to leave behind her past and start fresh, despite her disdain for the state. Through 'i hate texas,' mxmtoon captures the universal struggle of moving on from a painful chapter and the lengths one might go to find solace and a new beginning.