the idea of you

mxmtoon's song 'the idea of you' delves into the complex emotions of infatuation and the realization that feelings might not be as deep as one initially thought. The lyrics express a sense of confusion and disillusionment as the speaker grapples with whether their feelings are for the person themselves or merely the concept of being in love. This theme is introduced in the opening lines, where the speaker admits uncertainty about their true feelings, suggesting a maturity in recognizing the difference between love and infatuation.

As the song progresses, the lyrics depict a journey of self-awareness and emotional growth. The speaker reflects on how long they've been attached to the idea of someone, questioning the validity of their feelings after realizing the lack of mutual affection and communication. The repeated lines, 'It’s not love when you don’t talk anymore,' and similar sentiments throughout the song, emphasize the one-sided nature of the speaker's feelings and the painful acknowledgment that what they experienced was not genuine love.

The emotional climax of the song comes with the acceptance that the feelings the speaker held have 'no meaning,' a poignant moment of letting go. This resolution is not just about unrequited love but also about self-discovery and the importance of distinguishing between genuine connections and mere attachments. mxmtoon captures this nuanced emotional landscape with her gentle vocal delivery and introspective lyrics, making 'the idea of you' a reflective piece on the illusions of love and the growth that comes from such realizations.