Shissou Flame

My First Story's 'Shissou Flame' delves deep into the emotional turmoil and existential struggles of an individual grappling with their sense of purpose and identity. The song opens with a vivid image of stars crying and darkness enveloping the narrator, symbolizing a profound sense of loss and isolation. This sets the stage for the narrator's internal conflict, as they contemplate giving up on life, unable to find a reason to continue. The repeated questioning of 'Why don’t you want to find a “reason”??' underscores the desperation and confusion that pervades their thoughts.

The lyrics transition into a reflection on time and the fleeting nature of existence. The use of Japanese phrases like 'Eien? Shuuen?' (Eternity? The end?) adds a layer of cultural depth, highlighting the universal nature of these existential questions. The narrator's struggle is further emphasized by their admission of being stuck inside themselves, unable to break free from the cycle of lies and self-deception. The city's light becomes a metaphor for hope and a sign of life, suggesting that despite the darkness, there is still a desire to achieve something meaningful.

As the song progresses, the narrator grapples with questions about the future and their destiny. The repeated refrain of 'When I’m done, I’ll never fall into the ground' signifies a determination to rise above their struggles, even if they feel lost and disconnected. The song culminates in a plea for companionship and understanding, with the narrator expressing a desire to be 'forever with you.' This longing for connection and the resolve to 'try to live today' encapsulates the essence of 'Shissou Flame'—a powerful exploration of the human spirit's resilience in the face of existential despair.