Underground
My First Story
The Struggle for Love and Identity in a Chaotic World
My First Story's song "Underground" delves into the complexities of human emotions and societal expectations. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a world where individuals are constantly bombarded with conflicting signals and societal rules. The opening lines, "戦線布告のシグナル 必要不可欠なニュース 絶対社会的ルール," suggest a society driven by unyielding norms and expectations, leaving little room for personal freedom or genuine expression. The protagonist expresses a sense of disillusionment and frustration with these societal constraints, indicating a lack of interest in conforming to these arbitrary rules.
The recurring theme of wanting to be loved, as seen in the lines "愛されたい 愛されない僕は自分の心を殺し続けながら," highlights a deep-seated desire for acceptance and affection. The protagonist feels trapped in a cycle of self-suppression, constantly seeking something more meaningful. This longing for love and validation is juxtaposed with the portrayal of others who seem to manipulate and take advantage of those around them, as indicated by "愛されてる君は他人の心を奪いながら." This contrast underscores the protagonist's internal struggle and the harsh realities of the world they inhabit.
The song also touches on themes of existential despair and the search for meaning. The lines "最悪の無限ループ 完全不条理なゲーム" describe life as an endless, absurd game, where individuals are left to fend for themselves. Despite the bleak outlook, there is a glimmer of hope in the desire to dream of a better tomorrow, as seen in "明日を夢見てた何度でも." This duality of despair and hope encapsulates the human experience, making "Underground" a poignant reflection on the quest for identity, love, and purpose in a chaotic world.