The Antihero

Look at all this devastation
Walk away humiliated
Ignorance revived this dormant
Beast inside now I can't take it there's

Blood on my hands
Now this moment is stamped in my
Memory, I panic
Created catastrophe
Can't take it back

Now I am who I am
My innocence vanquished
The criminal awakened
Who could save me now?

Watch me spiral down
I made such a mess of my conscience
It's making me nauseous
Been drifting so slowly
It's taking me fully, oh

Who could save me now?
This virus is overbearing
This trauma is never letting go
The darkness it creeps
In all of my being

This monster is taking all control
Had no one to listen, no one to care
Everyone acted like I wasn't there
Was only a kid

How could I forgive?
See vengeance will be my only
Hope, don't save me now
Watch me spiral down

I made such a mess of my conscience
It's making me nauseous
If no one will love me
At least they'll feel something, oh

Who can save me now?
Don't steal my soul
Don't steal my soul
Don't steal my soul
Let me be