Turn Back Time (The End Of Evangelion)
Neon Genesis Evangelion (shin seiki evangerion)
The Weight of Regret and the Desire to Turn Back Time
The song "Turn Back Time (The End Of Evangelion)" by Neon Genesis Evangelion (shin seiki evangerion) is a poignant exploration of regret, guilt, and the longing for redemption. The lyrics convey a deep sense of remorse from the narrator, who acknowledges their mistakes and the pain they have caused to those they love. The opening lines, "I know I've let you down / I've been a fool to myself," set the tone for a heartfelt confession of personal failure and the realization that their actions have led to significant emotional damage.
As the song progresses, the narrator expresses a desire to end their suffering, feeling that their world is collapsing around them. The lines, "So with sadness in my heart / Feel the best thing I could do / Is end it all and leave forever," reveal a profound sense of despair and hopelessness. This emotional turmoil is further emphasized by the recurring refrain, "It all returns to nothing / It all comes tumbling down," which underscores the futility and cyclical nature of their regret.
The chorus, "I wish that I could turn back time / 'Cause now the guilt is all mine," encapsulates the central theme of the song: the longing to undo past mistakes and the heavy burden of guilt that comes with them. The narrator's acknowledgment that "you can't forget the past / You can't forget love and pride" highlights the enduring impact of their actions and the internal struggle they face. Ultimately, the song serves as a powerful reflection on the consequences of one's choices and the often-painful journey towards self-forgiveness and acceptance.