Chemicals (feat. Besomorph)

Neoni's song 'Chemicals (feat. Besomorph)' delves into the tumultuous experience of battling inner demons and the overwhelming sensation of losing control. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone caught in a cycle of addiction and emotional turmoil. The recurring theme of 'chemicals' serves as a metaphor for the substances or emotions that the protagonist is struggling with, highlighting the intense and often destructive nature of these forces. The phrase 'drowning in the chemicals' encapsulates the feeling of being overwhelmed and consumed by these internal battles.

The song's verses describe a state of heightened tension and anxiety, with lines like 'Seeing red, lose my head' and 'Adrenaline is running me down' illustrating the physical and emotional toll of this struggle. The protagonist's fight against these feelings is likened to an addiction, suggesting a sense of helplessness and the difficulty of breaking free from this cycle. The chorus, with its plea for a 'miracle,' underscores the desperation and the need for an external force to intervene and provide relief.

The imagery of 'faded grey' and 'Novocaine' in the second verse further emphasizes the numbness and disconnection that often accompany such struggles. The protagonist's isolation and the 'hell' behind their eyes suggest a deep internal conflict that is difficult to escape. The repetition of 'chemi, chemi, chemicals' in the chorus reinforces the pervasive and inescapable nature of these feelings, creating a haunting and resonant depiction of the battle with inner demons.