If I Have You Only (그대만 있다면)

Nerd Connection's song 'If I Have You Only (그대만 있다면)' is a poignant exploration of love, loss, and the desperate yearning to hold onto a cherished relationship. The lyrics convey a deep sense of disbelief and sorrow as the protagonist grapples with the departure of their beloved. The opening lines, '날 사랑해서 떠난다며 / 눈물짓던 그대의 말을 믿을 수 없죠' (You said you left because you loved me / I can't believe your tearful words), set the tone for a narrative steeped in emotional turmoil and confusion. The protagonist is unable to comprehend the paradox of being left by someone who claims to love them, highlighting the complexity and pain of their situation.

The song delves into the memories and promises shared between the couple, emphasizing the protagonist's unwavering commitment and longing. Lines like '함께 웃던 시간들을 / 함께했던 약속들을 / 지금 또 영원히 기억하겠어요' (The times we laughed together / The promises we made / I will remember them forever) underscore the depth of their connection and the protagonist's refusal to let go of these cherished moments. This nostalgic reflection serves as a stark contrast to the present reality of separation, amplifying the sense of loss and yearning.

Throughout the song, the protagonist repeatedly pleads for their beloved to stay, expressing a willingness to sacrifice everything else in the world for the sake of their relationship. The refrain '세상의 모든 걸 잃어도 괜찮아요 / 그대만 있다면 그대만 있다면' (Even if I lose everything in the world, it's okay / As long as I have you, as long as I have you) encapsulates this sentiment, portraying a love that is all-consuming and unconditional. This desperate plea for the beloved's presence highlights the protagonist's vulnerability and the profound impact of their absence, making 'If I Have You Only' a heartrending ode to enduring love and the fear of losing it.