Still Breathing

NeRV's song "Still Breathing" delves deep into the emotional struggles of a person grappling with the aftermath of a tumultuous relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who is haunted by the lingering feelings and memories of a past lover. The recurring theme of "still breathing" signifies the protagonist's ongoing battle to survive emotionally despite the overwhelming weight of their feelings. The phrase "holding onto something I don’t even know is real" suggests a sense of confusion and doubt about the authenticity of the relationship, further complicating their emotional state.

The song also touches on the protagonist's struggle with alcohol, which they use as a coping mechanism to numb the pain. Lines like "fighting off the alcohol" and "feeling like I’ll never win at all" highlight the cyclical nature of their struggle, where the temporary relief provided by alcohol only leads to more despair. The mention of anxiety and the pressure weighing down on their chest adds another layer to their emotional turmoil, indicating a deep-seated sense of helplessness and vulnerability.

Despite the overwhelming pain, there is a glimmer of hope in the lyrics. The protagonist is "still holding out, holding out for hope," suggesting that they haven't completely given up on the possibility of healing and finding peace. This hope, however faint, is what keeps them "still breathing" and pushing forward. The song captures the raw and unfiltered emotions of someone caught in the throes of heartache, making it a poignant and relatable anthem for anyone who has experienced the pain of a broken relationship.