​Keep Me Afraid

Nessa Barrett's song 'Keep Me Afraid' delves into the complexities of an emotionally abusive relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person trapped in a metaphorical cage, symbolizing the constraints and control exerted by their partner. The imagery of 'mascara running down my face' suggests a state of emotional distress and vulnerability. Despite the door being open, the protagonist chooses to stay, highlighting the psychological grip the abuser has over them. This dynamic is further emphasized by the line 'You think you can keep me and keep me afraid,' indicating the abuser's belief in their power to instill fear and maintain control.

The song also explores the internal struggle of the protagonist. Lines like 'Your twisting screws inside my head' and 'I won't just lie down and play dead' reveal a battle between succumbing to the abuse and fighting back. The protagonist is aware of the deceit and manipulation, as shown by 'Hide behind your poker face, you do it every day, I know you're lying, so I fake a smile.' This facade of normalcy is a common coping mechanism in abusive relationships, where the victim pretends everything is fine to avoid further conflict.

However, the song takes a turn towards empowerment and resilience. The repeated assertion 'But I'm not afraid' signifies a breaking point where the protagonist refuses to be controlled any longer. The mention of 'I got the scars to prove who you are' and 'I don't need receipts to show the things that we both know' suggests a readiness to expose the abuser and reclaim their power. The song ends on a note of defiance and liberation, with the protagonist no longer willing to be kept afraid.