Chasing (feat. Mikayla Sippel) (Demo)
NF
The Unending Chase for Inner Peace
In 'Chasing (feat. Mikayla Sippel) (Demo),' NF and Mikayla Sippel delve into the emotional turmoil of seeking solace and self-acceptance. The song opens with Mikayla's heartfelt plea to escape to a place where she feels safe and loved, free from the constant barrage of bad days and self-doubt. This desire to find a sanctuary where one can be accepted despite their flaws is a universal theme, resonating deeply with anyone who has ever felt overwhelmed by their inner demons.
NF's verses add layers to this narrative, portraying a struggle with self-worth and the weight of personal failures. He speaks of a relentless pursuit of a 'high'—a metaphor for happiness or peace—that seems perpetually out of reach. The lyrics reveal a cycle of trying to maintain a facade of strength while grappling with feelings of inadequacy and guilt. This internal conflict is further emphasized by the recurring line about making others cry, which compounds his sense of being a 'bad person.'
The collaboration between NF and Mikayla Sippel creates a poignant dialogue about mental health and the quest for emotional stability. The song's repetitive structure mirrors the cyclical nature of these struggles, highlighting how difficult it can be to break free from negative thought patterns. The yearning for a place where one can be free from fear and self-criticism is a powerful reminder of the importance of mental well-being and the ongoing journey to achieve it.