Not The Same

NF's song 'Not The Same' is a deeply introspective piece that explores themes of guilt, redemption, and spiritual awakening. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with their inner demons and the realization of their need for divine intervention. The song begins with the artist looking out the 'window of his life,' a metaphor for self-reflection and the acknowledgment of a higher presence watching over him. This sets the stage for the internal conflict that unfolds throughout the song.

The artist admits to living a life of sin and indulgence, despite knowing better. Lines like 'I'm married to my sins so I treat it like I love it' and 'I rather be a killer, be a sinner, be a liar' highlight the struggle between his actions and his conscience. The use of metaphors such as 'making my own wings' to describe self-reliance and 'back and forth swervin'' to depict a life of inconsistency adds depth to his narrative. This part of the song captures the essence of human frailty and the often misguided attempts to find fulfillment in worldly pleasures.

As the song progresses, there is a noticeable shift in tone. The artist begins to confront his shortcomings and acknowledges his need for spiritual guidance. The lines 'You gave me a gift, God, I ain't gon' waste it' and 'I realize, God, really need your help' signify a turning point. The repeated chorus, 'I'm not the same as I used to be,' serves as a declaration of his transformation and newfound faith. The song concludes with a sense of hope and renewal, as the artist raises his hands in praise and commits to living a life aligned with his spiritual beliefs. This journey from self-destruction to redemption is a powerful testament to the transformative power of faith and self-awareness.