Waiting On God (Unreleased)

Niall Horan's unreleased song 'Waiting On God' delves deep into the themes of loneliness, loss, and the struggle to cope with the absence of a loved one. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with the void left behind when love departs. The opening lines, 'Smokin' more than a steam train / Box of matches and a pill tray,' suggest a descent into unhealthy habits as a means to fill the emptiness. The repetition of mundane activities like betting on horse races and drinking pints highlights the protagonist's attempt to distract themselves from their sorrow.

The chorus, with its heartfelt plea, 'Kitty don't go, I want you to stay / Not ready to be, to be alone in this place,' underscores the desperation and fear of being left alone. The use of the name 'Kitty' adds a personal touch, making the song feel intimate and relatable. The line 'I'm waitin' on God to say' reflects a sense of helplessness and a longing for divine intervention or some form of closure. This waiting on a higher power to provide answers or solace is a poignant expression of the protagonist's inner turmoil.

As the song progresses, the lyrics reveal deeper layers of pain and regret. The verse 'You missed the decade of my small talk / You missed the first word and the first walk' speaks to the significant moments lost due to the absence of the loved one. The line 'Kinda wish you let me go first' is particularly heart-wrenching, indicating a wish to have been spared the pain of separation. Through 'Waiting On God,' Niall Horan captures the essence of human vulnerability and the universal experience of longing for connection and understanding in the face of loss.