Happy?

Nico Collins' song "Happy?" delves into the complex emotions that arise after a breakup, particularly when one person has seemingly moved on while the other remains stuck in the past. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of loneliness and longing, as the narrator wakes up alone in an empty bed, unable to replace their former lover. The news that their ex has found someone new and even gotten married is a bitter pill to swallow, likened to a knife rather than an easy pill. This metaphor underscores the deep emotional pain and the difficulty of moving on.

The song explores the internal conflict of wanting the best for someone you once loved, even if it means they are happy without you. The narrator grapples with the idea of their ex being better off and having learned from past mistakes, while they themselves are still haunted by memories and unfulfilled promises. The repeated question, "Are you better since we went our separate ways?" highlights the uncertainty and lingering attachment that the narrator feels. Despite this, there is a genuine wish for the ex's happiness, even if it comes at the cost of their own.

In the latter part of the song, there is a glimmer of hope for future reconciliation, not necessarily as lovers but as friends who can toast to their new lives. This reflects a mature acceptance of the situation, acknowledging that while the past cannot be changed, there is a possibility for a different kind of relationship in the future. The repeated refrain, "I just want you to be happy, even if it’s not with me," encapsulates the selfless love and the ultimate desire for the ex's well-being, making the song a poignant exploration of love, loss, and the difficult journey of letting go.