Raison D'etre

Nightmare's song 'Raison D'etre' delves into the profound and often painful search for meaning in life. The title itself, which translates to 'reason for being' in French, sets the stage for a lyrical exploration of existential themes. The song opens with the imagery of crossing countless nights, symbolizing a long and arduous journey. The frozen dreams and fading tears suggest a sense of loss and disillusionment, while the repeated plea 'ウォウミー、ウォウミー、ラブミー' (woe me, woe me, love me) underscores a deep yearning for connection and understanding.

The lyrics reflect a struggle with self-worth and the ability to love, as the narrator laments their inability to love others and the hatred they feel towards themselves. This internal conflict is further emphasized by the endless walk with no visible end, representing the seemingly unending quest for answers and purpose. The narrator questions what color their being will be stained with, indicating a search for identity and meaning amidst the memories of the past.

As the song progresses, it touches on themes of irreversible separation and deep-rooted wounds that cannot be erased. The act of returning stardust to the sky symbolizes letting go of burdens and past regrets. The narrator reflects on their past self, who lived in ignorance but still dreamed of the future. Despite not knowing the meaning of life, the hope for a day when they can laugh again provides a glimmer of strength. The presence of a significant other in their heart gives them the courage to move forward, even if the end is not in sight. The song concludes with the acceptance that not knowing the answer is okay, as long as they can continue their journey as a traveler, or 'エトランジュ' (étranger), finding solace in the unknown.