Day By Day

In 'Day By Day,' Niil' delves into the depths of personal struggle and emotional turmoil. The song opens with a stark admission of inner pain, as the artist describes feeling 'killed inside' and trying to forget the problems of his life. This sets the tone for a narrative steeped in vulnerability and the quest for solace. The imagery of walking in the rain 'like a fake blind' suggests a sense of aimlessness and confusion, as if the artist is navigating through life without a clear direction or purpose.

The recurring refrain 'Day by day, day by day, I'm still weak' underscores a persistent sense of fragility and uncertainty. Despite the passage of time, the artist remains in a state of weakness, hinting at a struggle that is both ongoing and deeply entrenched. The line 'Maybe I'll turn right here' reflects a glimmer of hope or a potential change in direction, but it is always accompanied by doubt and hesitation. This duality captures the essence of the human experience, where moments of potential breakthrough are often shadowed by lingering fears and insecurities.

Niil' also touches on themes of communication and expression, as he urges others to 'just close your mouth and write now this shit.' This plea for silence and introspection highlights the artist's need for a space to process his emotions without external interference. The song's climax reveals a poignant realization: 'I will never get the respect and the pride that I ever deserve.' This line speaks to a profound sense of disillusionment and the loss of faith, both in oneself and in others. The repeated questioning of 'why?' at the end of the song encapsulates the artist's search for meaning and understanding in a world that often feels indifferent to his pain.