So Long

Niil's song 'So Long' delves deep into the themes of existential despair and the struggle with inner demons. The repeated phrase 'So long' serves as a farewell, not just to someone or something, but perhaps to a part of oneself or to a sense of reality. The lyrics suggest a sense of resignation and hopelessness, as the protagonist is urged to 'take this pill for you feel fine,' indicating a reliance on medication or substances to cope with their emotional pain. This line underscores the idea that the life being lived is not 'real,' hinting at a disconnection from reality and a struggle with mental health.

The imagery of 'ghosts chasing you all night' and 'seeing yourself behind this mirror' paints a vivid picture of someone haunted by their past and their own self-loathing. The ghosts symbolize unresolved issues or traumas that continue to torment the individual, while the mirror reflects a deep-seated self-hatred that they are unable to express openly. The repetition of 'Doesn't matter now' further emphasizes a sense of futility and numbness, as if the person has given up on finding meaning or resolution.

The song also touches on themes of addiction and the destructive cycle it creates. The line 'You've never felt so addicted' suggests that the protagonist is caught in a vicious loop of dependency, unable to break free. The haunting melody and the solo section add to the overall atmosphere of melancholy and despair, making 'So Long' a poignant exploration of the darker aspects of the human psyche. Niil's musical style, characterized by its emotive and introspective nature, perfectly complements the lyrical content, creating a powerful and moving piece that resonates with listeners on a deep emotional level.