Focus

NIKI's song 'Focus' delves into the emotional turmoil of being in a relationship with someone who is emotionally distant and seemingly uninterested in committing. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the frustration and confusion that comes with trying to piece together the complexities of a partner who is not fully present. The metaphor of a 'complicated puzzle' highlights the mental strife and the constant effort to understand and connect with someone who remains elusive. This struggle is further emphasized by the protagonist's internal conflict, as they try to convince themselves and their friends that their partner is not emotionally unavailable but rather traumatized and in need of the right person to 'fix' them.

The chorus of the song is a plea for the partner to 'focus' on what is in front of them, to be present and acknowledge the relationship. The protagonist expresses a deep sense of longing and frustration, feeling overshadowed by the partner's distractions and other relationships. The line 'You got a girl that's a friend in every town' suggests a pattern of superficial connections that prevent the partner from fully committing. This sentiment is echoed in the protagonist's self-doubt and questioning of their own worth, as they wonder if they are just another fleeting interest or if there is something more substantial.

The song also touches on themes of jealousy and insecurity, as the protagonist seethes with anger at the mention of the partner's past dates and other romantic interests. The reference to 'Cecilia' and her shopping habits at 'Aritzia' adds a layer of specificity that makes the jealousy feel more personal and relatable. Ultimately, 'Focus' is a raw and honest exploration of the pain and confusion that comes with loving someone who is not fully present, and the desperate hope that they will one day see and appreciate what is right in front of them.