Now I Think Of You Unspeakably

I hate when people go to bed and hang up the phone
And when they leave
Me alone I miss where they were a few seconds ago
People come and go so easily
I hate how I would talk to you forever if I could
Don’t tell anyone
I don’t want them to know they knew before I did
How I’d talk about you so eagerly
Now I think of you unspeakably

Sardonic bravado I miss your laugh
You could make me
Say anything you want just using your hands
But it’s you you you oh it’s you
I want you don’t know why but I do

Let your hair grow out again and fall in front of your eyes
My my my look at me and grin you gotta go by nine
You don’t know this
But I wanna kiss you
And make you miss me
Sometimes

Call me an idiot
It’s my disposition
I know it’s a delicate
Situation
But I wanna know ya
My whole life

I remember in high school at the parties
I would sit with you the whole time just you and me
I didn’t want to talk to anyone else
I thought we were just good friends but I was kidding myself