Play This At My Funeral

Cigarettes on the roof
You look so pretty and I love this view
We fell in love in October
That's why, I love fall (Not now)
Looking at the (Not never) stars (Jacob made this)
Admiring from (Julioo)

My mom was an addict and pop wasn't there (He wasn't)
Trust me, I still ain't care
My stepdad came in, show me the ropes and he died and it's messed up, ain't it?, I know
I know how it feel when your house supposed to be a home and you feel like it's no where to go
I know how it feel when you try your hardest all year and you still got nothing to show (Trust me, I know)
I never thought I could be anybody but a nobody
God had to prove me wrong
I'd never thought I'd be able to jump on stage and people would know my songs
I spent twenty-two years in this world and I'm hoping I still got twenty-two more on the clock
My lil' sister is nineteen, just had a baby that nobody told me about (Nobody told me)

My calls been goin' to voicemail
How I'ma call on you, when you never can answer
Soon as my life goin' good, it seem like another person diagnosed with cancer
Nobody told me that kids like me
Would grew up with aces, die way faster
So, maybe I'm already cooked (Uh-huh)
It feel like my life a disaster (It feel like my life a disaster)
It feel like I'm cursed or trapped in a cycle in life where I never could win (I never could win)
I'm used to the hurt, I'm trapped in the cycle of pain where it could never end (Never could end)
I've been on the other side, nobody told you the grass ain't greener the same
I got to go hard, the burdens of all my brothers been living through me (They living through me)
I do it for all my homies and most of the people who told me I couldn't
I help anybody that I can, I know that they ain't do it for me and I shouldn't (And I shouldn't)
I'm showing my dawg a whole another way to his life and make dukes feel good
As long as they smiling, I'm happy (As long as they smiling, I'm happy)
They ask would I change, and I wouldn't

My mom was an addict and pop wasn't there (He wasn't)
Trust me, I still ain't care
My stepdad came in, show me the ropes and he died and it's messed up, ain't it?, I know (It's messed up, ain't it?)
I know how it feel when your house supposed to be a home and you feel like it's no where to go (It's no where to go)
I know how it feel when you try your hardest all year and you still got nothing to show (Still got nothing to show)
I never thought I could be anybody but a nobody
God had to prove me wrong
I'd never thought I'd be able to jump on stage and people would know my songs
I spent twenty-two years in this world and I'm hoping I still got twenty-two more on the clock
My lil' sister is nineteen, just had a baby that nobody told me about (Nobody told me about)