Consistent

I’m a skeptic, there I said it
But I’d like to believe that somebody could be authentic
I’m a cynic, my harshest critic
But I’d like to believe I could open my heart
And let someone in it

Seems like everybody’s moving mouths
But I don’t feel their words
I find it hard to love because
God, I love to hurt
At least I’m consistent, know me like that
At least I’m consistent, know me like that

A little neurotic, my fam thinks I’ve lost it
They’d like to believe that I turned out to be who they wanted
A bit narcissistic
Well, tell me who isn’t

Yeah, I die for attention because I feel alive when I get it
I’ve got the best intentions, but I tend to fuck them up
I never learn my lessons, the effort's good enough
At least I’m consistent, know me like that
At least I’m consistent, know me like that

My mama believes I’m crazy
Keeps begging me, but I cant change
Been a freak since the day she made me
Little witch too tough to tame
I know I tend to go too far
Sweet talk until I get what I want

Drink up (and) disappear because I’m afraid
You’ll discover I’m a fake
At least I’m consistent, know me like that
At least I’m consistent, know me like that