Bad Apple!

Nomico's 'Bad Apple!' delves into the internal conflict of a person grappling with feelings of apathy, confusion, and a desire for transformation. The lyrics paint a picture of someone who feels detached from their surroundings and their own emotions, as time flows by without any significant change. The recurring theme of '流れてく時の中でも' (Even as time flows) suggests a sense of being stuck in a monotonous cycle, where the protagonist's heart drifts away, unseen and unknown.

The song explores the protagonist's struggle with their identity and emotions. They express a sense of futility in trying to understand or change their situation, as seen in lines like '夢見てる？ 何も見てない' (Are you dreaming? I'm not seeing anything) and '悲しむなんて疲れるだけよ' (Being sad is just tiring). This reflects a deep-seated weariness and a desire to numb themselves to avoid the pain of sadness. The metaphor of turning everything '黒にする' (black) if they were to take action signifies a drastic, all-encompassing change, possibly towards a darker, more nihilistic outlook.

However, there is also a glimmer of hope and a desire for transformation. The protagonist contemplates the possibility of change, wondering if they could become '白になる' (white) instead of black. This symbolizes a yearning for purity, clarity, and a fresh start. The repeated questioning of their existence and future, 'こんな自分に未来はあるの' (Does this self have a future?) and 'こんな私も変われるのなら' (If I could change), highlights the internal battle between despair and hope, darkness and light.

'Bad Apple!' captures the essence of human struggle with identity, emotions, and the desire for change. It resonates with anyone who has felt lost, detached, or overwhelmed by the passage of time and the weight of their own thoughts.