I Miss Myself (feat. HRVY)

NOTD's song "I Miss Myself (feat. HRVY)" delves into the emotional turmoil of losing one's identity in a relationship. The lyrics express a deep sense of frustration and longing for self-discovery. The protagonist feels that their partner never makes an effort, leading to a one-sided relationship where they are constantly chasing after the other person. This dynamic has caused them to lose touch with who they were before the relationship began, as highlighted in the repeated line, "I miss myself, the one I was before I found you."

The metaphor of the city as a jungle is particularly striking, symbolizing the chaotic and overwhelming nature of their current life. The city, with its relentless pace and harsh environment, is depicted as eroding the protagonist's kindness and humility. This imagery underscores the internal conflict between maintaining one's individuality and conforming to the demands of a relationship. The line, "Killing all the nice and humble in me," poignantly captures this struggle.

The song also touches on the idea of devotion and sacrifice. The protagonist admits to losing themselves in their devotion to their partner, putting their life on hold to meet their partner's needs. This self-sacrifice, however, has led to a loss of self-identity, prompting the existential question, "Who am I now when I'm without you?" The lyrics suggest that true love should not require one to lose themselves but rather should allow both individuals to thrive as whole, independent beings. The closing lines, "Two hearts make no heart if one of 'em's broke," encapsulate this sentiment, emphasizing the importance of self-fulfillment within a relationship.