Out Of Control

Nothing's Carved In Stone's song 'Out Of Control' delves deep into the complexities of self-identity and the internal battles that come with it. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their own sense of self, feeling the weight of their obsessions and the tension that arises from them. The opening lines, 'I have copied you / And made up myself,' suggest a struggle with authenticity, as if the speaker has been imitating others to the point of losing their own identity. This leads to a sense of impending disaster, as indicated by the repeated references to crashing.

The song also explores the idea of vulnerability and the desire to be understood. The lines 'I can always show my everything to you / If this moment was for me' reflect a yearning to be open and honest, to share one's true self with another person. However, this is complicated by the internal voices and doubts that plague the speaker, making it difficult to find a sense of unity and peace. The metaphor of a 'protective castle' suggests a self-imposed isolation, a way to shield oneself from the uncertainties of the outside world.

Throughout the song, there's a recurring theme of searching for answers and understanding. The lyrics 'Words are just a toy / That people play with / It's superficial' highlight a skepticism towards superficial communication, emphasizing the need for deeper, more meaningful connections. The desire to 'travel back in time' and 'start it all over again' speaks to a longing for a fresh start, yet there's an acknowledgment that the same feelings and struggles will likely resurface. This cyclical nature of the struggle for self-identity and authenticity is a central theme, making 'Out Of Control' a poignant exploration of the human condition.