Deal With

Oldcodex's song 'Deal With' delves into the complex emotions of inner conflict, self-reflection, and the quest for redemption. The lyrics are a blend of English and Japanese, which adds a unique texture to the song's narrative. The opening lines, 'Everytime I want a deal / Sawagu uchi naru koe wo kike,' suggest an internal struggle, where the protagonist is constantly negotiating with their inner voice. This sets the stage for a journey through pain, guilt, and the desire to find a path forward.

The recurring theme of 'feeling pain' and 'kanashimi konzai shita Real' (a reality mixed with sadness) highlights the protagonist's emotional turmoil. The mention of 'blue roses' and 'special grace' symbolizes rare beauty and a sense of hope amidst the chaos. The lyrics also touch on the idea of 'Fake' and 'tsumi' (sin), indicating a burden of past mistakes that the protagonist is trying to overcome. The line 'Spent a long time for the past / Filled up with my flame of anger' suggests that the protagonist has been consumed by anger and is now seeking a way to move beyond it.

The chorus, 'Everytime I got a chance / Said to me in the mirror / Won't you come over here?' reflects a moment of self-confrontation and the desire for change. The protagonist is guided by 'tadashii hikari no kage' (the shadow of the correct light), indicating a search for truth and redemption. The song concludes with a call to 'Restart,' symbolizing a new beginning and the hope for a better future. 'Deal With' is a powerful exploration of the human condition, capturing the struggle to reconcile with one's past and the relentless pursuit of self-improvement.