Fruit (Red, White & Royal Blue Version)

Oliver Sim's 'Fruit (Red, White & Royal Blue Version)' delves into the complexities of identity, self-acceptance, and the struggle for parental approval. The song opens with the line 'Far too femme,' immediately setting the stage for a narrative about feeling out of place or not conforming to traditional gender norms. The imagery of being 'surrounded by rocks' yet looking like a 'gem' suggests a sense of being unique and valuable despite societal pressures to conform. The lyrics 'You can dress it away, talk it away, dull down the flame, but it's all pretend' highlight the futility of trying to hide one's true self.

The recurring question, 'What would my father do?' underscores the internal conflict of seeking approval from a parental figure while grappling with one's own identity. The metaphor of 'taking a bite of the fruit' alludes to the biblical story of Adam and Eve, symbolizing a moment of choice and the potential consequences of embracing one's true self. The line 'It can't be right if it causes you shame' reflects societal judgments and the internalized shame that often accompanies non-conformity.

The chorus, 'Have I made you proud? Take a look at me now,' is a poignant plea for acceptance and validation. The juxtaposition of 'my father's eyes' and 'my mother's smile' suggests a blend of inherited traits and the hope that these qualities will be enough to earn parental pride. The song's exploration of identity, shame, and the desire for acceptance resonates deeply, making it a powerful anthem for anyone struggling with similar issues.