I Don't Exist
Olivia O'Brien
I've been doomed from the start
Everything around me falls apart so quickly
Always end up with a broken heart
Even Tylenol can't fix me
Unless it's mixed with whiskey
I ain't even sad, I'm just bored
Nothing can excite me anymore like you used to
Hollywood has lost all it's allure
Used to be so pretty, now it's just a city
All of this people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don't fit in
'Cause they're picture perfect and I'm on the end
Crop me out the photo, so they can pretend
Like I don't exist
Like I don't exist
Don't exist
Like I don't exist (nah)
Like I don't exist (nah)
When I feel good it never lasts
That's why you can find me living in a past if you need me
Everybody says this shit will pass
I say it won't, they don't belive me
Just tell me to deep breathe
Falling apart
Don't know what to do
What to do
Looking for someone to save me
I don't no who
I don't no who
All of this people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don't fit in
'Cause they're picture perfect and I'm on the end
Crop me out the photo, so they can pretend
Like I don't exist
Like I don't exist
Don't exist
Like I don't exist (nah)
Like I don't exist (nah)
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
It's hard to tell when I can't feel a fucking thing
All of this people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don't fit in
'Cause they're picture perfect and I'm on the end
Crop me out the photo, so they can pretend
Like I don't exist (nah)
Like I don't exist
Don't exist
Like I don't exist (nah)
Like I don't exist (nah)
Am I even real?
