victim (Unreleased)

Olivia Rodrigo's song 'victim' delves into the complex emotions of guilt, blame, and the desire for retribution in a relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a young woman grappling with her own mistakes and the subsequent emotional turmoil. She acknowledges her faults, admitting to being selfish and young, but her 'guilty catholic heart' suggests a deeper, almost religious sense of guilt that tears her apart. This internal conflict is palpable as she wishes her partner would do something equally wrong, so they could 'settle the score,' indicating a desire for balance in their shared pain.

The chorus, 'Let me be the victim of your perfect crime,' is a powerful metaphor for wanting to shift the blame. By asking her partner to 'bathe in my blood so I'm not the bad guy,' she is essentially asking him to take on the role of the villain, thereby absolving her of her guilt. This plea for him to 'drive the knife in deep' and 'make the victim bleed' is a stark representation of her need for him to share in the culpability, to make her feel less alone in her wrongdoing.

The song also touches on the public aspect of their relationship, with lines about headlines and friends hating him. This suggests a fear of judgment and a desire to control the narrative. By making him the bad guy, she hopes to shift the public perception and alleviate her own shame. The final lines, 'I'll kill your conscience like you killed mine,' encapsulate the ultimate act of revenge, turning the tables and making him feel the same pain she has endured. 'victim' is a raw and honest exploration of the darker side of love, where guilt and blame intertwine in a destructive dance.