Habits

In 'Habits,' Our Last Night delves into the depths of emotional turmoil and the lengths one might go to escape the pain of a lost love. The song's protagonist engages in a series of self-destructive behaviors, from eating dinner in the bathtub to frequenting sex clubs, all in an attempt to distract themselves from the overwhelming sense of loneliness and heartache. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a life spiraling out of control, where the protagonist is constantly seeking new ways to numb the pain.

The recurring theme of staying 'high all the time' serves as a metaphor for the protagonist's reliance on substances and reckless behavior to keep their mind off their ex-lover. This constant state of intoxication is not just about drugs or alcohol but also about engaging in activities that provide a temporary escape from reality. The lyrics 'Spend my days locked in a haze, trying to forget you babe' highlight the protagonist's futile attempts to move on, only to find themselves falling back into the same destructive patterns.

The song also touches on the idea of 'play pretend,' where the protagonist creates a facade of endless fun to avoid facing their true emotions. This facade, however, is fragile and unsustainable, as indicated by the lines 'Can't go home alone again, need someone to numb the pain.' The protagonist's desperate need for companionship, even if it's fleeting and superficial, underscores the depth of their emotional pain and the lengths they will go to avoid confronting it. 'Habits' is a raw and honest portrayal of the struggle to cope with loss and the often destructive ways people try to fill the void left by a loved one.