Clattanoia

Oxt's song 'Clattanoia' delves into the tumultuous journey of self-discovery and the existential dread that accompanies it. The lyrics are a vivid portrayal of a person grappling with their identity and purpose, set against a backdrop of chaos and uncertainty. The recurring question, 'Where's my soul?' encapsulates the protagonist's desperate search for meaning in a world that feels like a 'warui yume' or a bad dream. This sense of panic and confusion is further emphasized by the imagery of bones and the dark stage, suggesting a struggle that is both internal and external.

The song's chorus, with its call to 'Raise your flag, march on, fight,' serves as a rallying cry for perseverance despite the overwhelming odds. The references to 'wars and swords, tears and blood' highlight the brutal reality of this journey, where the protagonist must confront their fears and doubts head-on. The line 'Afureru chikara ga fui ni waraidashita' (Overflowing power suddenly laughed) suggests a moment of unexpected strength and resilience, a glimmer of hope amidst the despair.

As the song progresses, the lyrics explore themes of loss and longing, with the protagonist yearning to reclaim what has been lost. The 'Misery-World' they inhabit is one of constant struggle, where the lines between dreams and reality blur. Yet, there is a persistent drive to 'ikinukou' (survive) and to believe in oneself, even when faced with 'mujihi' (cruelty) and 'kyouki' (madness). The song ultimately conveys a message of enduring through the chaos, holding onto one's beliefs, and continuing the search for identity and purpose, no matter how daunting the journey may be.