Mortal

In 'Mortal,' Pastilla delves into the delicate and often painful nature of human existence. The song opens with the imagery of dreaming in an 'immortal room,' suggesting a space where time and mortality are suspended. The protagonist covers their arms to avoid touching, symbolizing a desire to shield themselves from the harsh realities of life. This act of self-protection highlights a sense of vulnerability and fragility that permeates the song. The line 'no es que este tan alto, es que ya no importa mas' (it's not that I'm so high, it's that it doesn't matter anymore) reflects a sense of disillusionment and emotional detachment, indicating that the protagonist has reached a point where the highs and lows of life no longer hold significance.

The chorus reveals a deeper layer of introspection and self-loathing. The protagonist paints an 'immense universe' slowly, suggesting a meticulous and perhaps painful process of creation and reflection. The admission 'si no quiero estar conmigo, es por que me detesto' (if I don't want to be with myself, it's because I detest myself) lays bare a profound sense of self-hatred and inner turmoil. This raw honesty about their emotional state adds a poignant depth to the song, making it a powerful exploration of mental health and self-perception.

The final verse addresses the misconceptions of others, who believe the protagonist has changed. However, the protagonist reveals that it is actually the people around them who have changed, not themselves. This shift in perspective underscores the theme of isolation and misunderstanding. The plea for a helping hand 'no es que este cansado estoy enfermo' (it's not that I'm tired, I'm sick) further emphasizes the protagonist's struggle, suggesting that their condition is not merely a temporary state of exhaustion but a deeper, more chronic affliction. Through 'Mortal,' Pastilla captures the essence of human fragility, the pain of self-awareness, and the longing for understanding and support.