Delirium - The Silence 2000

Paul Oakenfold's 'Delirium - The Silence 2000' is a hauntingly beautiful track that delves into themes of inner turmoil, longing, and the search for peace. The lyrics open with a plea for release and peace, setting the tone for a journey of emotional and spiritual seeking. The protagonist feels trapped outside, yearning for a sense of calm and understanding that seems just out of reach. This sense of being on the outside looking in is a powerful metaphor for feeling disconnected from one's own sense of peace and fulfillment.

The recurring imagery of heaven holding a sense of wonder suggests a belief in something greater, a place or state of being where all the chaos and rage within can finally subside. The lines 'Passion choke the flower / Until she cries no more' evoke a sense of beauty being overwhelmed by intense emotions, yet there remains a hunger for more, indicating a deep-seated desire for something beyond the immediate turmoil. This juxtaposition of beauty and pain highlights the complexity of human emotions and the struggle to find balance.

The chorus, with its repetition of 'In this white wave, in this silence I believe,' emphasizes the protagonist's quest for serenity amidst the chaos. The 'white wave' can be interpreted as a cleansing force, a moment of clarity and purity in the midst of confusion. The silence represents a space where true understanding and peace can be found. The final lines, 'I have seen you in this violence you were silent / You are breathing in this white wave / I am free,' suggest a moment of realization and liberation. The protagonist finds freedom in the silence, a release from the inner turmoil that has been plaguing them.