Cigarette Ahegao
Penelope Scott
Navigating Chaos and Disillusionment in 'Cigarette Ahegao'
Penelope Scott's 'Cigarette Ahegao' is a raw and candid exploration of disillusionment, mental health struggles, and the chaotic journey of young adulthood. The song opens with a sardonic acknowledgment of the 'sophomore slump,' a term often used to describe the second-year dip in performance or enthusiasm. Scott's lyrics paint a vivid picture of a life marred by constant emotional turmoil, substance use, and a sense of being trapped by societal and systemic failures. The mention of 'a few dead, more gone' hints at the loss and departure of people close to her, adding a layer of grief to the narrative.
The chorus, with its repeated phrase 'Cigarette ahegao,' juxtaposes the sensual imagery of ahegao—a term from Japanese hentai culture denoting exaggerated facial expressions during orgasm—with the mundane act of smoking. This contrast underscores the theme of finding fleeting moments of pleasure or distraction amidst a backdrop of despair. Scott's admission of not smoking but liking the smell of cigarettes can be seen as a metaphor for engaging in self-destructive behaviors for the temporary comfort they provide, even if she doesn't fully partake in them.
Throughout the song, Scott addresses various societal issues, from the incel culture to the pressures of maintaining a certain body image. Her lyrics are laced with irony and dark humor, reflecting a generation's frustration with the world they have inherited. The closing lines express a longing for escape and a better future, with dreams of leaving the country and starting anew. This desire for a fresh start is a common theme among young people feeling overwhelmed by their current circumstances. 'Cigarette Ahegao' is a poignant commentary on the struggles of modern youth, capturing the essence of their angst and the hope for a brighter tomorrow.